Thank you so much to everyone who has prayed for us and kept us in their thoughts, we truly appreciate it. I am doing okay, though I really need to quit carrying the baby around. But I seem to be healing up okay. It's very hard to "take it easy" when there's so much I can see that needs to be done. Bless my husband, he was able to a few days off work, so he's trying to help, but it's not the same as doing things myself!
Emotionally I'm up and down, but I'm sure my hormones are trying to get back on track which doesn't help. When I was in the ER and they told me I was pregnant I was shocked but also realized that with the amount of pain it was probably not viable. Still I prayed that God would give me the strength to deal with whatever happened, whether it was losing the baby or carrying it and handling having another baby when we are very unready. Having it happen around Mother's Day kind of stinks. I wasn't very far but it was a unique child of ours that can never be replaced and I think I will always look at our family and feel that someone is missing. Watching the girls playing together the other night was hard, feeling that there should be another little one on the way to join in. But I have great comfort in the knowledge that the baby is in Heaven and is our own little Saint in the arms of our Mother Mary. Someday we'll be together.